Made of glass

You know what? I’m not that strong. I’m made of glass. Small, breakable glass. And every time you say something, i care. I’m that fucking nayve. I trust people, and care about then, after they get sick of me, they go away and dont look back. Because of my nayve behavior, i was hurt, so many times. So many fucking times. And it will happen again. Maybe thats why i’m so anti-social. I am so weak, and people like to play with me. Most people wouldn’t give a fuck if i just disappeared They just wouldn’t. I’m the one that’s left out you see. The one that doesnt fit anywhere?

I have few good friends that care. They are the reason i keep living. My best friends, they are the reason that im still in one piece. I own them my existence.

You see, when your the loner in your class, it bring a lot of shit, but theres a good part. You see how fucking ridiculous most people are. You see their flaws, their vain selfs.The truth is, most of the people are so blind with their own problems that they loose the ability to look around. if you just stop and look around you will see so much, you will learn so fucking much.

And after all of this, now in my school, i have a few friends. But theres only one our two real. The outhers are pure ignorants. When you are from the observant side, you see all the bad that people carry. every single bit. And after you see it its really hard to ignore it.

People make fun of me. They laugh at my backs and call me names. I’m not caring anymore. I read the other day a quote from Oscar Wilde : ” THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY OF A MAN DO NOT ALTER A MAN. HE IS WHAT HE IS. PUBLIC OPINION IS OF NO VALUE WHATSOEVER”.

He’s right. I WILL NOT FUCKING CARE. I will care for my true friends. I dont need more people. I will never be alone.

Life brings alot o worthless shit for you to carry, but you have to survive. We are born to survive. Right now,your heart beats and no one can change that. Dont let anyone change that.

Well, i need to turn the breakabel glass into unbreakabel iron. One day, i will not be that weak.

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